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じょ THE GIRL
25th March 84
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popular yet controlled, sociable yet aloof, Outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless, a very split personality
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Numberology
My Numberology
LIFE PATH 5
The key to your personality is freedom. You love travel, adventure, variety and meeting new people. You posses the curiosity of a cat, and you long to experience all of life. You love to be involved in several things at the same time, as long as you are not tied down to any one area.
You like change, new things and new horizons. You can make friends easily, and your personality is upbeat and often inspiring, attracting people form all walks of life.
You have a way with words, and an uncanny ability to motivate others. Highly suitable vocations for you include sales, promotion, entertainment, investment, science, medicine, the occult, public service an all careers that require travel and verbal skills. A person with 5 Life Path is often comfortable in front of an audience particularly as master of ceremonies or in comedy.
You are sensual and you love to taste all of life. You find it difficult to commit to one relationship, but once you committed, you can be faithful as an old dog.
You likely lack discipline and order. You can also be impulsive, doing or expressing things you regret later. Freedom and a need for adventures sometimes are not properly controlled y those born with this life path, which can cause problems with drug abuse, overindulgence in food or sex, or general abuse of the gift of life. You are multitalented and posses a variety of diverse abilities. However, discipline and focus are the true keys to your success. Without these, many of the tasks you begin will remain unfinished and they will fail to realize the true fruits of your abilities. With hard work and perseverance, the sky is the limit.
You may have been perceived as a wild child by adults and a source of concern by your family. However, do not be obliged to hurry your choice of career. You are often a late bloomer, and you need to experience life before you can truly know and commit to your heart's desire.
Your challenge is to learn the true meaning of freedom. Change is constant in your world, requiring adaptability and courage. Try to maintain an exercise program, keep your body in shape and limber. The flexibility and durability of your body will promote security and confidence within you.
You yearn for freedom, and self-employment attracts you powerfully. Your challenge is to settle into one area in order to cultivate your ability sufficiently to earn a living and to attain success. Once you find the niche, the motivation and inspiration you supply to others will bring you much in return. You will find your friends and colleges supporting and promoting you in the road of success.
Jh's Numberology (Master Numbers) LIFE PATH 11
You have a potential to be a source and inspiration for people. You possess an inordinate amount of energy and intuition. There is so much going on in your psyche that you are often misunderstood early. Which makes you shy and withdrawn. You have more potential than you know.
You galvanize every situation you enter. You inspire people, but without conscious effort. Energy seems to flow through you without your control. This gives you both power, and sometimes emotional turmoil.
You are a channel for the information between the higher and the lower, between the realm of the archetype and the relative world. Ideas, thoughts, understanding and insight come to you without you having to go through rational thought process. There seems to be a bridge, or connection, between your conscious and unconscious realms, that attunes you to a high level of intuition through which even psychic information can flow.
All of this amounts to a great capacity for invention. Many inventors, artists, religious leaders, prophets and leading figures in history have had 11 prominent in their chart.
Because you are so highly charged, you experience the consequences of a two edged sword. You possess great abilities, but indulge in much self-reflection and self-criticism. You often feel highly self-conscious. You are aware on some level that you stand out. Even when you try to blend with your environment, you often feel conspicuous, alien and out of place.
You are blessed with a message or a specific role to play in life. But you must develop yourself sufficiently to take full advantage of that opportunity. Until that time, your inner development takes precedence over your ability to materialize the great undertaking you were chosen to perform. Consequently, 11's seem to develop slowly, but simply have to accomplish in their evolution than an average person. Thus, your real success does not usually begin until maturity, between the ages of 35 and 45, when you have progressed further along the path.
You may be frustrated, largely because you have extremely high expectations of yourself. But these expectations can be unrealistic and can prevent you from accomplishing anything. You can be very impractical, envisioning a skyscraper when only a bungalow is required.
You may also suffer from bouts of confusion and a lack of direction. This gives rise to loss of confidence, and the onset of deep depression. The cause of these emotional problems is your lack of understanding of your own sensitivity and potential. You have strong ambition and desire to achieve something great. However lack of confidence in your ability to realize this dream may cause you much frustration. You sense the enormous potential you possess, which requires equally enormous confidence in your ability to materialize your dream. Confidence is the key that unlocks your potential.
On a strictly physical level, you must protect your nervous system, which is inordinately vulnerable to stress, because of your acute sensitivity. Depression is the result of long periods of stress that have gone unrelieved.
Seek out peaceful harmonious environments, as well relaxing music, and follow a healthful diet in order to restore balance and peace.
As an 11 Life Path you are a highly charged version of the 2, and possess similar characteristics and talents. You can be extremely tactful and diplomatic. You are also patient and co-operative. You work well with groups and somehow find a way of creating a harmony among diverse opinions.
You have an eye for beauty and a fine sense of balance and rhythm. You have healing capabilities, especially in the fields of massage, acupuncture, counseling and physical therapy. You suit all 2 vocations.
Like 2, you are a sensitive and passionate lover, your perceptiveness make you aware of your partners needs and desires, which you are able to fulfill with magical delicacy. However, when you feel you have been mistreated or jilted, you can react with devastating power, using personal criticisms vindictively.
You are a fine companion and you possess a good sense of humor. When you have found your niche in life, and have realized your true potential, your rewards will more than compensate for your trials in earlier life.
Movie Marathon the past weekend. Woot! Jh finally has time for me becos there's no work for him on the weekends =D SOoo Happy!
So.. we were practically doing window shoppings.. food.. and movies! Watched New Moon on Sat night at AMK Hub. Pretty heart-wrenching show, i do feel for them (the characters) but not enough to make me cry..
So.. while we were at AMK hub, i spotted a "happening" place called "The Scarlet" or something. Once you walk past the place, you'll hear many oldies songs and inside the place seems like a KTV. So.. while i was in the toilet, seeing a few "scary appearance (i'll come to tat later..), i overheard an auntie saying to another" Hey! Which table are you at? I'll come find you later lah~ I am drinking at this table.." *faint*
SO! I came out and ask Jh, where the hell is this place? He replied saying " Oh! it's the happening place for the oldies.." Wells, i guess you could somehow guess what it is..
And as i was saying.. the scary appearance.. They were wearing THICK make-ups and dresses like some GeTai singer -_-" In AMK HUB at 11plus pm?? *faint*
Next show i wanted to watch so much is Feng Yun II. Becos of my favourite Idol Ekin Cheng!! Whahhahaa~ Mesmerise by him! He isn't good look at all and i thought i had gone over the idol thing.. but when he came on screen, i was like.. "AhhHhh!! My idol!!!" Then jh turned and asked "how old are you already?" LOL~
If you read the comics, this movie is a very short cut movie. Unless you love the effects (or the actors), you may not really like the show. But i still idolise Ekin! LoL~
I'm going to Bkk on my birthday!! My dreams come true!! And Ben will b coming too, probably with another friend. Jh passed me his credit card to renew my passport last week and it's ready for collection this week! I'm gg to collect either tmr or wednesday. Woot!! So many times i had try to plan for an overseas trip but never was it successful. This time, jh made my dreams come true and that's really sweet. Knowing he's always working so so hard to give the best he can for his love ones. This man, sure gives me loads of security & love despite the "coldness" he often show.
Now.. the next question is.. hehehe.. when will be the big day =P
Dinner at Cafe Cartel while Jh waiting for his turn at Starhub for his Iphone =) He always wanted it so much and lucky starhub finally can get their hands on the Iphones for selling. Sheesh, becos i just simply hate Singtel services becos they are really really TERRIBLE. Plenty of lies and lies, unprofessional services! Sux!
Dining at Cafe Cartel ytd before the sudden urge to watch movies at PS.. (btw, GV's seats are so bad that i keep having cramps. Usually i'm often seen at Downtown Cathay instead).
Okies.. so the quality of food at Cafe Catel detoriates so so so badly that the bread are much smaller, no longer soft and fluffy. Their so call "famous pork ribs" are no longer tender and nice. It's disappointing..
I made braised mushrooms for jh last weel. Without the moss thingie of cos, becos Singapore doesn't sell them anymore i think.. Anyways, i love mushrooms! So i bought another 100gm and goona braised with pork instead this time. I'm looking for a day where jh has time to eat my home cooked. And he loves meat =)
Hadn't been blogging much. Seems to died down from the passion to blog. Probably becos there isn't much spectators too..
It's been a rather tough year for me and jh. It's been a year now.. and we've been through so much together. Probably i've learn so much from him too, for my own self-improvement. Kept my temper under controlled, paitence up, learning to be more independant, supportive, lovable for him making him smile with silly questions/actions/maybe gesture. Of cos, his actions must definately be giving me enough security for me to believe in his decision made. It's always on the both sides..
Months coming will be even tougher. His new job at this highly respected place takes much of his time during the weekdays making me alot lonelier, especially when i needed someone during those blue days. Despite that, for what i feel, at least he works hard for the future, knowing he's the kind who'll work for his family providing them food and shelter is just what i had seen in him when we met years later. My job, is just to support him in whatever he do till he succeed! =)
Compared to what i had seen in some, they're just a useless piece of crap who just doesn't wanna work hard for the future, yet taking other people's hard-earned money and spend like their own. Poor girls i would say.. those who had choosen the wrong one. Okies.. No bad-mouthing.. =X
Attending cousin's wedding on Dec. All my eldest cousin have gotten married! Woot! It's seems like yesterday where we were still kids, with my grandfather around who always brought us to Macdonals. Haha.. 1/4 my life is gone.. maybe 1/3 if i lived shorter. There're still so many things unfullfilled.. =)
People are lonely because they build walls Instead of bridges..
I'm falling in love with quotes. Especially when times are bad, feelings are down, mood are low, skies are grey..
Although times like these, i often end up grumbling most of the time, sulking, showing all my bad mood and often irritated by his ignorace which i had felt.. he would still gave me a surprise in the end, letting me know i was cared for. He's just too wonderful to me but .. there are still more things of which i love, hoping he would do but nah.. it's never possible. Sometimes, he's just so so cold, expressionless.. which makes me wonder why. But yet on another hand, he would be there to cheer me on when i am down. Wells, charactistics of a Gemini? I guess so.. but i'm not getting very used to it.. Can i have something for a change? Something too hot to handle? Haha..
If i am happy, i would love to share my happiness around the world. And i would too, if i am sad or angry. Especially when i'm in bliss and i wanna be envied. Everyone does! And photo tells a thousand words. How happy are you thru your smiles, how much fun are you having, so on and so forth.. I wish to be in all these pictures with you... if there's any possible way...
You know what? Haha~ Ever since jh has gotten his checkered top, i've been trying to look for one for myself EVERYWHERE! And now, finally i saw this on one blogshop and bought it IMMEDIATELY! How crazy was i? But i know he's definately not apprecaiting it, maybe thinking i'm crazy.. But i love it! All lovely things that couples would do, i wanna do too!
The parcel has been sent out immediately after payment was made ytd, hoping i would receieve it within 2-3 days. Can't wait to get my hands on this!
Sat - Thanks to the gals, i done shooting for all my new clothes, for selling to be put up in my blogshop. Jun became our photographer and Chloe was the model, together with me. She took one exculsive shoot for me and it definately looks sweet. She's a good photographer (don't compare to those experts) and i suggest we should go shooting when christmas decos are up in town.
Of cos, a treat of my home-cooked meal before the hard work begins! I still wanna say, i love to cook and with my own untensils definately!! Best of all is to see friends or love ones enjoying my home-cooked food. Sadly, jh was never the one who frequent my place, longing for my home cooked food. Hence, maybe i shall start inviting more friends over for lunch or dinner so satisfy my "hobby"!!
Haven seen Kiara for a long time? Over the months, she has become much a goodie girl now. She has been sleeping with my for the past 3 days without making a mess in my room. Quietly sleeping beside my bed till mornning, where once she tried to wake me up with a huge step onto my chest! Blah! She never tried to do it again. I think she knows.. haha~ she might kill me with her weight!!
I have a few more photos to upload but they're in my hp. Bought a new phone, Nokia 5800, with my client's shop (CNC). After some complains with their store service a basement, white sands.. she got someone else to serve me properly at the roadshow, with plenty of free gifts and a student plan, where i get extra $50 discount off the phone + unlimited sms + 100mins more talktime! Ooo!! Great!!
Sigh.. bad week this week. Some people says, Mondays will determined how the rest of your week will be. Because boss is on leave on the week before, and was "tekan" by customers, so Monday he come back "tekan" me lor. Monday scold until Wed. Wah liew.. rest of the week also bad luck. *Suay* I missed an important booking which i had booked late in the end. I pray hard..
Didn't sleep well for the whole week. Body itch, don't know what's happening. Doc at Raffles Medicial keeps asking me if i am stressed up. I dun think i am.. but this week is a bad week so i think so.. Sheesh! Hate it!
Bought some VCDs last week and watched it with jh. One of which is "Jennifer's Body", with lead actress Megan Fox (the sexy girl in Transformer 2).. anyways, it's way too low cost production and much disappointing scences which you hope to see but didn't. The story is in a mess and you alot of question marks throughout the movie, until the end. Not really worth watching it in the theather.
Someone told me something that caught me thinking.. "Why always i am tagging jh, loving him, missing him.. and my pages has totally no trace of his messages at all?" Wells.. i know he doesn't like to express in private, as always.. he never tells anyone about anything about himself. So, i got used to it, understands and accept it. Although, sometimes i may feel a little sad, knowing many people think it looks like a one-way relationship.. but if he turns around to be loving in public, i think i would find it weird.
Close friends has been asking why am i always looking for them instead of looking for jh. I didn't know. I felt that he's going through so much now that i didn't wanna affect his time. I only meet him during weekends, and sometimes he isn't free in the weekend as well. Of cos, tt would upset me a little, we don't have energy and time for each other during weekdays, cos we stay so far away. But it's understandable that i would want him to foucs on completing his studies and a good job so we could move on to our plans =)
I believe, everything is about give and take. Despite i always seems to be giving.. but that's always on the surface. Whatever he has given in private, and especially for me to see, no one knows =) But, erm.. i think a little more attention would be good. Me, learning to be a little more independent, helps him to accomplish more things. I know he would love that and everything i had done for him. In exchange, he will give me a good home and family in the future =) Sounds like a dog eh? Haha~
The path may be a little tough now.. but i assured him i am happy with him. Going through these hard times with him, makes us learn and think more about future plannings. I hope, the less i bother him, the sooner we can move ahead. But it's just a matter of time =)
I duno why.. feeling rather depress recently. I'm missing him so so much already. Sigh~ Wonder is he still reading this every single day, thou i dun update so frequently now.
A surprised dine by Jh last weekend to MOF (Minstry of Food). A Japanese resturant that serves nice stone rice and many others. Jh chance upon this resturant when his boss gave them a treat some time back. Finding the food is nice, and me loving Jap food so much, he just decides to bring me here for my very first try =) Aww.. Isn't he such a sweetie??!!
Super cute toys i see at BHG toy's section!! Love them all!!
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Numberology
12/17/2009 05:31:00 PM
